to those people still cheking my xanger.. thanks..don't worry i know who you guys are.. thanks to site-meter.. nehoo.. this is my last entry.. school is becoming too hectic and its a lil too difficult to keep up.. so thanks for everything.. feel free to leave a msg tho.. ill b chekin in every now n then.. jes no more entries.. tcare all

senior year.. time flies but this semester wouldnt be flying without pain and tears...

a recap:
freshmen year.. easy easy.. u go to class but barely reads the assigned chapters..then wednesday night comes.. party hard at night.. under age u say? NO SIR.. everyone on campus is on legal age so long as ur not caught!... ... the only subject i actually focused on was macroeconomics because it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be.. but neways... freshmen year ends and u think ah! that was it? i could live 4 more years of that..

sophomore year.. your 5 pages due last semester becomes 10 pages this semester.. you tend to focus on more than one subject.. but still easy...still partying.. finals are a little harder but nothing a big cup of coffee can't solve.. sophomore year ends.. you start thinking what happens after school..

junior year.. now pre req's are completed.. on to ur major subjects.. not as easy anymore.. u tend to read a little more.. 10 page papers becomes 15 to 20.. with presentations.. short presentations that is.. still gettign by tho.. party nights are getting old.. there is a shift to focusing on the life ahead.. resumes start coming to play... internships too.. or atleast looking into them.. junior year ends...

senior year.. last semester on senior year at present! have done internships.. or still doing one.. classes are more serious than ever.. focus on all subjects taken.. application for graduation submitted.. the 20 page paper from junior year becomes 40 pages with presentation along with 3 more subjects requiring 20 page papers each.. life revolves around books.. classes.. and internships or jobs.. and then you worry...what happens next... scratch that.. the bigger worry at the moment is: will i get through? am i going to martch this may? get back to me in may on that...

whose 21? lol... yep yep.. im finally legal.. no more borrowed ID's.. no more playing off my age.. neways.. ofcourse more freedom comes with more responsibilities.. so we'll see how my life unfolds from today on...

whats new: not much realee.. jes tryign to get by .. my schedule is pretty much available lately.. so jes call it up tah chillz

whats missed: all the friends i havent chilled with in awhile

whats to be thankful for: another year.. great friends like liezel.. and kathy's shoutout 

what's for tradition: chillin with nap once a year around this time..lol

what's to look forward: my trip to L.A. .. you ask when? well ill let u kno wen i get back.. 

what's my birthday wish: lol..can u keep a secret? ...well so can i.. one cant tell if one wants the wish to come true..

to kathy: wishing u all the best, u got my support with every step along the way.. people may agree or not ..but whats important is that ur happy.. people will say n judge because its just in their nature to do so.. but they will never live ur life.. that would be yours alone.. we all make good and bad decisions.. so will you.. but the point is that YOU made that decision.. and be proud that you are capable of such power to make a difference... alwais appreciate the good and never consider the bad a mistake..instead consider them a learning process. Those who choose to judge you should look at themselves in the mirror..and realize that they shoudl get a life of their own..  take care girle..

I give you ....more pictures.. how many christmas parties can one have? lol..well...

Heres the family....

R we sweet or what? so who do u think i look like..my mommy or daddy?

My dad... one in a few when he's all goof-ED up

Ask me what shes doing? what do drunks do? lol..kidding...she didnt even drink

my aunt from canada..cisiting for christmas.. skiny-ness runs in my family...so what happened to me?

lol...this is what happened...my mom

yet another picture of meeh n my twin

the dance team...

christmas is coming up ones again.. guess whose gonna be legal? lol..yep.. soon.. no fake or borrowed ID's required..haha.. on another note.. we've already put up christmas decors and all.. much like everyone else realee.. i dont kno.. i tend to reminice this time of year.. but neways..moving on..

have u ever felt that there's more out there.. or that there's gotta be more than what u have right now.. not that you shouldnt be thankful and find content but that u feel a missing piece somewhere somehow and you cant quite put your finger on what it is exactly..  lately ive been listening to this song even if.. everytime i do.. it seems that i ache for something but that i don't know what it is exactly.. its realee strange.. the ache ends upon the last note of the song.. then i go on everyday with glee.. or do i convince myself?